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Artist Statement

My work explores the body as a permeable landscape shaped by chronic illness, emotional regulation, and lived experience. Through layered painting and mixed media, I translate internal states into shifting environments — rain-soaked streets, submerged figures, veiled botanicals, and fragmented gestures that exist between shelter and exposure. These spaces function as thresholds where vulnerability and resilience coexist, and where care becomes an active, ongoing practice rather than a fixed resolution.

Rooted in personal experience with long-term health conditions, my practice reflects the invisible labor of self-monitoring, adaptation, and endurance. Medical and organic symbolism quietly intersect, dissolving boundaries between anatomy and environment, control and surrender. Color, transparency, and accumulation operate as both material and metaphor, mapping fluctuation, tenderness, and emotional weather over time.

Rather than offering literal narratives, the work invites viewers to linger within ambiguity — to inhabit moments of suspension, fragility, and quiet persistence. The paintings hold space for uncertainty while honoring the body’s capacity for resilience and repair. Each piece becomes a site of witnessing, where interior states surface as atmosphere, gesture, and memory.

By transforming intimate experience into immersive visual terrain, my work seeks to open conversations around embodiment, care, and the complexity of living within a body that requires constant attention. The paintings ask viewers not to resolve what they see, but to feel their way through it — recognizing healing as nonlinear, embodied, and deeply human.